Say NO to Durians

Here's the thing, I hate durians! Period.

Honestly, I do not know what is there with people and durians. Everyone seem to go crazy especially when this fruit comes into season. But why the big hype? It's just another fruit that not only stinks, but makes the people who consume it equally stinky.
And, and I would not only fully support but also champion that durians should be banned in high rise buildings and apartment complexes. How irresponsible is it to make an entire lift stink just because of the pleasure of certain individuals who want to eat it. What about the rest of the residents who become nauseous by the smell of the stink fruit.
If disapproving pets is fully accepted, why not durians? Why should there be a discrimination against pets and their lover and let those who create smell pollution walk away. This smell fruit used to be a nuisance for a couple of months in year previously, but now, It's available almost all year round.
It's even a more stupid idea to be sold in air-conditioned hypermarkets where the stench, I repeat, stench lingers on forever.
Why am I making such a fuss about it? Well, I was stuck in an elevator from the ground floor right up to the tenth floor with an idiot in it with two big bags of this rotten fruit. Aaargh!!!!!

UnBreak My Heart

It's one of those days to be feeling more emo than usual. I think I know why I'm being emo these few days; still no signs of him. :(
J, I miss you....
My comforting kit at the moment is this classic by Toni Braxton.

Re-born

I took my humble Suzi for her periodic service this morning, and she was treated to one of the best technicians I've met thus far. He did a great job in not only servicing it, but also some minor tweaking to the engine and my Suzi feels new, again.
Not that I've ever complained about her handling, looks or comfort before. But the tweaking, generally makes her more zippy and I don't feel the drag anymore, especially when climbing up a hill or moving from a stand still.
The thoughts of trading her for the Pug's 308 or even the Golf GTI will be put to shelf now that my beloved Suzi is reborn.
I can't believe how attached I got myself to this car of mine within a period of 12 months, and the numerous high speed cruising along the north-south highway. I love my Suzi. How much more gay can I be? Hahaha

And So I Was Waiting

It ended up being the way I suspected the evening was going to end; he never showed, and I was sad. How do I let him know that despite knowing for a fact that we were only goofing around, I have now developed feelings towards him.
I now need to stop this feelings from growing further and prevent myself another heart break. But how do I do this? I can't stop thinking of him and I just want to spend time with him. Emotion sucks! What a way to start the weekend....



I'm missing you...

Anxious?Nervous? Or Simply Missing...

Thursday has been the day I've been looking forward since last Saturday. We had made a 'date' to chat today. I've been waiting for this day since. Now that it has come and evening has fallen, I'm having a roller coaster ride with my emotions.
Despite logically knowing that nothing would and could happen, I still look forward and am hoping for the impossible. This feels like the calling signs for another heart breaking moment to deal with and nurse for a long time. Why do i keep on falling into the same vicious circle everytime, I wonder. Why can't I learn from my previous mistakes and avoid things that would end up hurting me? A girlfriend told me last night over dinner that I deliberately get myself involved into relationships that I know won't work. What is the cause of this..why do I have so many unanswered questions in me today. Aargh..I hate these times when I have so much to ask, and don't have the answers. Maybe I simply think too much...
Anyways, I'm going to patiently wait for him to appear, anticipating a heart broken moment......

Feels So Good

It feels so nice on my skin. The tactile stimulus is working perfectly well. My senses are still working perfectly well. Nothing beats the feel of walking on a clean floor. Yes, a clean floor.

Finally, today I got myself moving to mop my house after a very long period of time. honestly, I can't remember when was the last I did it. So much for being a clean freak! It took me more than two hours to clean up a small area. Mopped the floor three times and each time was a successful pail of black, and I mean black, water. 

I'm going to enjoy the rest of the evening enjoying the feeling of walking and rolling on a clean floor. Well spent Tuesday evening!

Submitted!

Today, I finally submitted my masters application! That's a major achievement for me considering the fact that I've been toying for the idea for a long time and keep on delaying it due other other temptations.
I've to now wait for an interview call back and if everything goes well, I should be heading back to school this September. It's kind of nerve wracking, okay not so drastic, but somewhere there as I would be going back to lectures, assignments, exams and so on. And, to add more challenge this time around, besides rusty and carbon monoxide damaged brains, I've to juggle work too. I'm a tad nervous thinking of juggling all these, but let's see how things go. One thing that I clearly foresee though, my love and sex life would get colder than it already is, if it could get any.
Nevertheless, I'm still excited and looking forward to a career changing step, yet nervous and anxious at the same time. If all goes well, the next three years is surely going to be one hell of a fun filled roller coaster ride with much in it :)

Happy!

I'm just so happy cause I met him online last night and we spoke for hours which felt like minutes :). I just hope that things would be good between us and we could be friends to the least, for a long period of time.
He's one of those persons whom will make you feel like you're drowning when you don't see him or hear from him for a long time. I'd was a good end to a Saturday night and I hope I get to see him more and be closer. And, maybe someday we'd be more than friends. It's now time to search for updates on the pink dot event held yesterday.

It's Today

This is it. Today is the day I've been eagerly waiting for. I knew for sure that I could not have made it Singapore today; had other plans already, but at least I'm very proud that I was in pink and all over town.
People in Singapore who are open minded enough have the opportunity to go out and show their support to simply allow anyone from all walks of life to share and express their love without being prejudice. I wished a similar opportunity would be available here, but that's just wishful thinking.
Anyways, I hope the pictures are available on Youtube fast. I want to watch the show of humanity come to live. Happy weekend!

                                            my very own pink dot, quite senget :)

The Pink Dot

Whilst the people of Singapore have the opportunity to gather tomorrow to show their support for basic human rights without discriminating people for their sexual orientation, those across the border of the Lion City as not as fortunate. A gathering like this would simply not be allowed due to the shallow mentality by the incompetent ministers who form the cabinet here.

I think this is a very noble act to simply show people that everyone is equal and has the right to express his or her love freely without being discriminated. It's a sad fact that the LGBT community faces discrimination and not given the simple chance of expressing their loves, but a simple movement like this definitely shows the maturity among some of their willingness to accept someone for who he really is. Since we would probably not have the chance to hold such a gathering, I would simply like to dot the idea that any and everyone who supports this noble idea to wear the colour pink and go out and about tomorrow. Lets pass a message of openness and acceptance with tolerance to one another by being simple human beings.

                                                                

Watch the video if you haven't. It's a very good one! have a good weekend and an awesome pink Saturday.

:(

Today is not a good day for me as reality kicked in and i had to come to terms with the deal I just lost. All the hard work over the last six months feels like has just gone down the drain. No doubt, I did learn much from the whole experience, but a loss is still a loss and I'm sad. Like the saying goes " It doesn't matter even if you have the best strategy, what only matters is who is the ultimate winner".
I'm now looking forward to tomorrow which makes the weekend closer and I can't wait either to see the latest updates from the Singapore pink dot event this Saturday. Cheer up!

Hazy Day

Damn, the haze is back! This was exactly what went through my head this morning when I got up and looked out the window. Yup, I may be old fashioned there, but I certainly like to see out the window once I'm awake. Probably just to ensure that everything is in order.
A long drive to the office on a hazy morning coupled with the traffic isn't just what I need at this point of time. It was such a sad Wednesday morning for me. And, I particularly hate the haze cause it irritates my nose and I tend to develop a rash.
Being sulky all morning, I joined a couple of girlfriends for lunch. Thankfully, its started raining, and it rained pretty heavy. Not only did it clear the haze away, but the grey sky simply brought out the best in me. The rest of the working day was okay. X-men after work was another good idea as it took the tension of the day away and, I did pick up some nice lines. The one I liked best was "I'm the monster Frankenstein created".
Not the worst Wednesday I've had. The afternoon compensated for the earlier hours and not a bad way to end the mid-week day. Good night peeps.

Sauna Etiquette

And so I was thinking of beating the rush hour traffic and going to the sauna in my apartment. A nice little room which doesn't have much patrons and I normally get the place for myself. It's one place where I always seek solace and let the heat from the heated iron rods make my body sweat and melt the stress of the day away. One wishful thinking though, a nice cute guy would be in there waiting for me. Hahahaha.....

I was in for a real surprise today, when i went in. Firstly, the peep window was extremely foggy to begin with. All I could see was the dimly lit bulb in but could not spot a face. I decided to sit outside by the bench for a few minutes hoping for the user to finish his session and come out, just so I could have the entire place to myself. But, sitting outside got me impatient, plus I was running short on time too. So, I opened to door and stepped in. Thats where the shock came...

It was an matured man leaning facing the wall using his hands to support and distant himself with his bare ass shown. 

I didn't really have a problem with him being naked when I walked in as I've been there naked myself. What's got me thinking now is, what are the proper public sauna etiquette. Any other similar experience? Whats the best way to get a full sweat without being indecent?

Anyways, I hope they are some cute guys in my apartment. Better if they're gay too. Now, that's wishful thinking again.

For Crying Out Loud

What the heck has gone wrong with road users?! The simple rule is, if you're moving slow like a tortoise, then drive on the left lane; do NOT hog the right lane! Is that something so difficult to comprehend?!
As I was driving across the bridge to work this morning, it was a never ending stream of hogs on the right lane driving at 20km/h. For crying out loud, do you know how annoying it becomes especially when you have a meeting to rush for or a place to catch and then, get stumbled upon these nincompoops on the road. Please be more considerate and drive either on the middle lane or the left lane, where you're supposed to be since you enjoy cruising in the morning and I believe have nothing better to do.
GET OFF THE FAST LANE!!!! Aaargh....hopefully tomorrow is a better drive.

Leaving On A Jet Plane

I been having this song humming in my head all day long. and I particularly like the rendition by Chantel Krevizuk. It's a beautiful song from a nice movie and it somehow makes me feel calm, secured and comforted. And, I love this clip in particular as it has aeroplanes in the background. Should you know, I simply love commercial airplanes and have a collection of them. It may be a post for another day. Enjoy!

 

A Promise Made

When I got back to start blogging, I told myself that I'd be discipline enough to blog daily. The irony of fate got me so busy with work just after my first post that I had not enough time to update daily with my rantings. I still hold by my words of wanting to blog daily and pour out the contents of my emotional bucket. Let's see if I can survive it. I'd try to start afresh, once more. Have a good weekend!

I Wasn't Dreaming

What a surprise visual. I just saw the person whom I've been longing to see online for such a long time; my Jace. The person who thought me so many things, including vampires and they rock..haha. It's time to think of happy moments now, and this is the beginning of my blogging. Found my inspiration