Sunday 26 August 2012

Playing With Fire?

Indonesia was simply awesome - I almost enjoyed every bit of it except for Bali where it made me feel that each and every local had only one common goal; rip the foreigner. Nevertheless, I found some nice spots and good food joints that I'd like to bring him someday. 
Bali was a place I always wanted to only go with my partner, but due to reasons I went earlier. And it somehow work out for the betterment, I guess. I now know the better places to go for a nicer holiday. Kuta and Seminyak are nothing but just slumps of the island.

If I were to rate my liking for the cities that I went to, I'd list them as follow - Bandung, Jakarta and Bali. I should have holidayed and explored this country much earlier. The people there are so much nicer than the commonly constipated Malaysians. I did make some many friends along the way and met a lot of interesting characters. 
I do feel grateful for the having the trip as it made me clear up a lot of things and clear a lot of clutter along the way. Retail therapy was good and I officially declare that I speak better Indonesian than Malay. 

While having a really good time there, I do think that I somehow started playing with fire as well too. 
I got to know someone along the way and we have been keeping tab since. Its been almost three weeks now since I returned but the conversations are still on going on a steady flow. It's a whole lot scarier that I've not physically met the person.
Those who are close to me says that I'm liking him and that I'm in denial of it. Me, on the other hand, am not sure how to handle the situation. I realized this morning that I subconsciously look forward for his messages or message him first thing in the morning daily and he is always the last person I talk to everyday as well. 
All this is a feels quite scary now that I just recovered from all the drama and semester is just about to start and it somehow feels like history repeating itself.

Whatever it may be, I just hope to not get myself in the same circle once more. Time will tell. 
Til then, I'm planning for a party this October in Jakarta; the night life is pretty fun with a cheap price tag. Me gusta

2 comments:

  1. And that's what you call a crush man. Anyway, its a good thing, but take some time in allowing new personas to step into your life, especially in the romance department. So Bali wasn't as exciting as you expected then?

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  2. hahaha...yup, but i'm denying it. and i'm not allowing anyone in at this point of time. i've got more important things on hand.
    nope, bali wasn't what i was expecting. and there weren't many eye candies too, sad! :P

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