Dry Spell

It's been a while since I've been able to constantly rant over here. Though I have many things that run through my head during the day to bitch about, but by the time its the end of it, I'm just too tired to turn on the laptop and rant my way through. At times, the thought just disappears, somewhere in the noodles.

Since I've been not very well off late and with the exams pressure, I somehow seem to have more time to dispose online and have been reading some of the blogs and forums that I follow, or rather used to follow. Its quite nice to see that how things have unveil for some while others still continue scrambling for answers. Then there are those who continue being who they are - hot air pockets, and a few snipers along the dotted boundary.

I on the other hand, have nothing in my mind these few days to rant about as nothing much has been happening around me, other than being constantly drugged up hoping to recover at the soonest. I hope that it'll all be gone soon as my last paper is in a couple of days and I can get back to my feet. 

Do like to get out and get him a little something for when I meet him later this month as I did not manage to get him anything either for Christmas.

Last night he told me that the personal trainer at his gym approached him and ask him to train under him for body toning. i'm not too sure what was the expected reaction from him telling me this, but I just told him to go for it; better if he could flirt with the trainer to get some free sessions instead. Not too sure what impression has been cast upon, but he told me the trainer is not his type. Hmmm.... damn the meds that's making me think stupid now.

Anyways, until I get my noodles shocked to ramble, I shall just take some time for an afternoon nap. The weather is just so freaking crazy hot. F!

Bumpy Start

Christmas was good as, what someone referred him to as: Indo Food, was in town. However, I've not been well since he left and my sinus problem is only getting worse by day. It's been almost two weeks now that I'm under the weather and there are no signs of significant progress. And, to be honest, i'm sick of popping pills.

The year did not begin on a good note for me; I don't like being unwell and for such extended time isn't any good. I've been pretty much at home - know how does it feel to be under house arrest. Though I've not been working for some many days now, there is nothing much that I've been doing since all the medication is pretty much making me sleep all day - sucks.

I had a paper yesterday and I could not do it as my brains still fuzzy from all the medication and I feel like a wasted opportunity since it was a rather simple paper. The fact that I didn't study at all for it is not a depressing as opposed to the fact I could not concentrate for the paper. I should have listen to my doctor instead and gotten myself admitted and to only re-sit for this paper at a later date. It does now seem like a good idea for the remaining two papers this Monday and Tuesday. Maybe I should just pull myself together and go out for a bit, that ought to make me better, hopefully. I might just go for my usual evening jog later which has been neglected for almost three months now. I do see the ugly dent surrounding the tummy area :(

Speedy recovery is much warranted as I want to spend some days with him in Jakarta later this month. All the flying last year has gotten me enough point to redeem for free flights. Woohoo!

On a totally different note, there are a few emails from some anonymous  readers who have been asking for pictures as apparently I'm very secretive with who I am. The main purpose of this ranting space is for me to speak my mind out freely without bothering about taking care of anyone's feeling. The best way to do is by being unknown. However, for those who want to know how do him and I look together, this picture is for you. 

Opposites do attract. I'd say we're two different individuals who just happen to like each other.