Survivor

This is who I need to be today.
This is what I am today
This is how I will be today

Some hot chicks for a change, not bad! But, I still like me boys..haha

Blue, Almost Black Monday....

I just hate it when the first day of the week gets fucked. Worse, the first thing in the morning and some mofo spoils your day. The traffic, was just beyond comprehension today. I have no freaking idea why it was that badly jammed this morning. After making my way through the morons that decide to drive their cars like they've got corn cobs stuck in their pussies, I reach office one minute late and the guard pulls a fuss. Can you imagine, one fucking minute and I've to submit a late entry report. Like seriously, what the fuck?!

After that, my BB decides to beep non stop for a good thirty minutes with everyone trying to find me over the weekend to care for their nonsense. Seriously people, get a life, enjoy the weekend and do NOT work! I'd to spend a good hour reading all those messages, I've then have emails to entertain too. Don't you get it? I will not reply to your emails over the weekend as it's not my working day! I couldn't careless if your dying and need my blood. You're a colleague, not a friend. If you're my friend, then you'd know how to reach me!! So, whether is urgent or important, do not expect me to reply to your email as you should know your own job and how to do it diligently and not try push me to do it for you by marking either urgent or important. It doesn't work mate! Not at least with me. Sorry, but you've tried barking up the wrong tree.

And then there is the weather. Like how much more pathetic could it be? It rains for like five seconds and then the sun comes out. It's either you rain like there is no tomorrow or let the sun shine. Don't get me winding up and down my windows every ten minutes. It's annoying!

Another thing, if I tell you that I'm busy and have to focus on my work on hand, it means I do not have time to fucking entertain you and your stupid sob stories. Grow up, use your brains, they are there in your head for a reason. And the reason is not for you to bother others with your stupidity!

And now, I've to go meet someone who is so eager to convince me to join his political party. Dude, for the n-th time, I'm not interested in politics as I have no faith in all the politicians here. Most don't even fit to become the bad parasites in stomach when I've gotten diarrhea. But since you're a friend, I'll take you to an open discussion, but be warned, push and you'll get burned!

Hopefully tomorrow is a better day. Aargh!

Warehouse Sale

It' s Sunday already and waking up at almost twelve isn't very good if you want your weekend to last longer. I guess the drinking from last night knocked me off a little longer than I expected and now it feels like I wasted my Sunday. Aargh!
Anyways, I went over for a warehouse sale after lunch, hoping to pick up some good bargains, especially that I'm in need for some new shorts. And, when I reached the place, boy, was it packed with people. Finding a place to park was already bad, the heat from the sun, just made it worse.
After a while, I manage to find  a spot to squeeze my Suzi in and braved myself through the sun into the arena where the sale was being held. There was another wave of people and kids running around like little minions. Gosh, I hate misbehaved kids!
Anyways, after rounds of walking and walking, I did not manage to find anything that either suited my taste or my waist. So much for being a common size. But nevertheless, me being me, I still found some other things to buy and did spend quite some amount of money.
Warehouse sales are just not my thing as I normally end up buying more things than I need and spend more money than I should. But then again, shopping helps me play my part in contributing to the economy from shrinking and feel better, for a short stint. Haha!

Accidents Gone Wrong

I tried very hard to erase the sight I witnessed yesterday morning on the way to work, but it seems to have failed big time. Not only that it's stuck in my head, but it somehow refreshed other scenes witnessed before. This had affected my mood adversely today.

When I was around ten, I vividly remember returning home from the market with my mother and we witnessed an accident whereby a car driver knocked an old man. And the poor old man was lying dead on the road. I've worked very hard to suppress this image, but it relived today.

The other image that came into mind was a hit and run accident where the motorcycle rider was lying dead on the road, again. And this happened when I was thirteen. What a sight as his body looked like it had many broken bones.

The third image came to mind was another accident I witnessed when I was sixteen. This was when a school mate who was driving, illegally, was hit by an oil tanker and he was cramped in his tiny little car and died on the spot. That was by far the worst sight thus far.

What I witnessed yesterday was by far the worst. Thankfully I did not see it happening, else I may end up seeing a therapist for god knows how long. The accident witnessed yesterday somehow involved a few cars, a motorbike and a trailer, if not wrong as i saw it parked, along the motorway that I use daily to work. Now, I have to say that the Malaysian government would win any award out there for designing the most fucked-up roads! They never fail to design roads that are hazardous, coupled with below average drainage, messy signboards, and the list could go on. I mean, it doesn't take rocket science to build a safe road, just some common sense. But not to divert, I need this off my system badly. Anyways, what I saw shook me off. There was the body of the motorcyclist there lying, covered with the black plastic. Not so bad right, since I've witnessed many of such? What got me was, his head was in the helmet, severed from the body, laying about three feet away, and I swear I saw bits and pieces of flesh spattered on the road. It was FUCK! I was shaking even in my car and my hands were trembling for the rest of the drive until I reached my office. Now, that is bad. The image is still so vivid in my mind. RIP to the victim, whoever he may be.

I already had issues sleeping last night, and I woke up grumpy this morning. I had hoped that I've filled my quota after what I witnessed yesterday, but no. Today, I witnessed another accident. This time around, the motorcycle was underneath a car. Thankfully though, there wasn't any body in the vicinity.

I can't take this no more. It's been too much. I need a drink now to help me sleep tonight. 

I'm going to hit the local pub for a few drinks. Hopefully, there are no more accidents tonight.

Bak Kut Teh

It's Friday and the week has come to an end. For some reason, this week feels like it passed by extremely fast. I'm not too sure whether it was due to the holiday on Wednesday or I just had too many things to do with not enough of time.
A few of my friends decided that it was time for some catching up and sent me a pretty late invitation to join them for Bak Kut Teh. It was a tough choice to turn them down since I already had prior appointments. The pleasurable taste of food that is comforting was just too hard to resist. I had to make a few quick calls to reschedule the appointments to a later date; thankfully they weren't important.
And there I was, enjoying my own bowl of darkened clear broth will all the wonders of a comforting food sidelined with more yummy treats. The texture and the taste of the meat that literally melts in your mouth it just to die for. The sweet smelling and delightful taste of the broth somehow ignites your senses and makes you happier. All this make Bak Kut Teh in the list of very own comfort food. I'm a happy boy for now.



Not a bad start to a weekend, hope it gets better.

Jinx?

My Suzi has been covered with a thick layer of dust now, having not enough time to care for her  over the days. After 11 days of neglecting, I finally had some free time today to send her for a wash. Doesn't she look good in her shiny paint without dust, dirt and grime.
On another note, whenever I have her washed, it'll never fail to rain. Today however, it still hasn't rain and Penang is overly hot. I felt like fainting earlier this afternoon while I was going to a clients place and hoped that the car park would be just adjacent to the lobby entrance. For once, I actually wouldn't mind and in fact, am hoping for the skies to open up. It's now nine and there is still no signs of any rain. Is the jinx lifted?
Rain oh rain, where are you?!

Emotions

It's amazing how emotions can make a person feel being on top of the world, and then on the hand at the bottom of a pit. The human mind works in an amazing way to take full control of everything within ones body. The power of emotions.
Whenever I get the news of him coming down, I somewhat get excited and start counting the days of him coming. I just am so glad to have a friend come and visit me and spend time with me.
And then, as the days pass and it gets closer to him coming, I'll start getting worked up and tensed as he never fails to make my blood boil, so to say.
On the day of his arrival, I'll be just waiting for his phone call to say that he has reached my place, yet I'll be freaking out as time passes by knowing I'm going to have to put up with him and that it's THE DAY, the day he is coming.
He would never fail to get me on my nerves within the first five minutes of his arrival, and he does do a pretty good job to drive me to my limits. Somehow, when I'm almost there, I'll start relaxing by myself and tolerate him. His words, actions, whining,everything, they will all somehow get me on my paws without fail, every time.
Then comes the day where he has to leave, a tiny part of me will be glad that he is leaving as I can then go back to my cocoon and hibernate. But, a bigger part of me will be feeling very sad that he is leaving. This is when my emotions get screwed up and I get very sad. As much as I like the idea of him coming and spending time, I also dread the times when he is around, and then I start missing him the minute he leaves.
I guess this is what friendship is all about, accepting the flaws of a person and embracing the good times and miss them the minute they are not around you. He should be reaching KL anytime now, I'm going to wait for his call to just work me up once more as he never fails to irritate me when he calls too.
And yea, thanks for being just a great friend, I look forward to meeting you during Raya. It was sure great to have you around the last few days and I look forward to many more days of just chilling together.